today’s the day before thanksgiving... most folks are already home... but i had class! oh well... it was only one... i just hope the traffic isn’t too bad...

i’m looking forward to going home only because i think i’ll be able to focus better there... i have a ton of schoolwork, to catch up on and it’s hard to manage with an old crusty computer with no internet... what happened to the good old days of books and pencils?

on the other hand, i’m not really looking forward to going home because i don’t want to answer any questions... ‘what grad schools have you found?’, my mom will ask... ‘i’m not really going to grad school, ma’..... and then the heavens open up and pour out fire and brimstone while swarms of locusts blacken out the sky.......

anyways... last night was choir rehearsal again... it was fun, despite my mood and lack of energy... singing actually exhausted me... i mean, what now?! i feel like i have pneumonia... and i CRIED! in front of EVERYBODY! i don’t know... my best friends have only sseen me cry once and here i am crying in front of folks whose names i don’t even know... (i still love them tho), but geez! life is just making me too tired for words... but thank God for it anyway...