i refuse to go crazy (or crazier)

i think i’m getting over my huge crush on my old friend that i barely know… come and gone as quickly as the overflow of love and goodwill after 9/11 (really tho, what happened to that?)… i don’t know… i guess it was just one of those things…

so i was talking to my friend today about how we’ll get so distraught over work that we haven’t done, but rather than work on it, go do something else and remain distraught… well THIS MUST END! cuz with me… i either worry and worry and don’t do anything… or i don’t do anything and become super-complacent (so that i don’t worry)…

neither of those are really good options, so even though passing my classes and getting this paper done seems impossible… i’m still gonna work and i’m not gonna give up, because you never know…..

AND I KNOW WHAT YOU’RE THINKING!
‘if she’s supposed to be working and not wasting time… why is she blogging?’

well i have a very good explanation for that…… i really do…..you’re gonna kick yourself when you hear how good and explanation it is….. it really justifies everything….. and i’d be so glad to explain… if i didn’t have work to do, peace!

oh and before i forget again, happy b-day chris!