you mean it?

yesterday i went to the practice rooms to get on a piano (i’m working on writing a new song for gospel choir) only to find that they were all taken... in our funky school you need a 20 dollar deposit to get a key, so most of the time i just try to catch an open door... however, as i was about to leave i saw one of my music major friends who sometimes played the 'saxomophone' for us... i told him he didn’t do well to miss the concert saturday... ‘did you have any solos?’, he asked... yeah right, this chick ain’t no soloist, ‘but i did write a song’, i said... so he asked me to play it for him in the room that he was in... we left the door open... as i was playing some random white dude that i’d never seen before came and stood outside to listen... i was wondering, ‘who is this person?’, but i didn’t say anything... after i finished, he goes, ‘that’s a nice song... it sounds really good’... oh my goodness, did that ever make me feel nice... he didn’t have to say anything... i didn’t know him so he could’ve come and left without saying a word and it wouldn’t have been rude... and he wasn’t a friend so i know it wasn’t him not trying to hurt my feelings... he must’ve really meant it! this just confirms to me how much i’ve improved... three semesters ago, most of the songs i wrote consisted of just one chord... ha!... they were still good tho *straight face*... anyways, i thought that was cool...

another thing i realized... what else was supposed to happen saturday? i was supposed to meet ‘joy’, who was supposed to help me get my stuff together concerning seminary... but she didn’t call... i couldn’t have gone anyway, cuz i had a rehearsal that morning which was only supposed to be from 11 to 2, but was still going when i left at 330...

i need to stop fakin’ on this seminary thing... it’s important... but i know everything will work out... first things first... i have to pass my classes... prepare for the next concert on the 10th (big time big time!)... and work on dance ministry for my church (going away program for my beloved pastor on th 19th)... yeah... that’s enough to fill my plate...