let it snow!

i just got out of lab... it's 9pm... i have a dumb lab report due tomorrow for a two credit introductory lab... they actually want full reports each week- with and abstract and everything all typed! DUMB! oh well... it's due tomorrow at 8am where i will begin a 4 hour lab (the lab has no chairs too, so i get to stand up the whole time) on the good side, i've learned to sleep standing up while handling dangerous lab chemicals...

but wait! did you hear that it was supposed to snow?

i mean... (and i'm aware of doing the thing where you expect snow so sincerely that you don't do the work that you know you have to do for tomorrow---or as i like to put it... i procrastinate on faith)... but yeah... that would solve so many problems for me...

meanwhile... debating whether or not i should stay in choir3... i love it... it's an honor to be there, but... i miss half of the performances and outings and retreats and stuff cuz i'm doing so much other stuff... my prayer : what do You want me to do with my time, God? what do i keep? what do i drop? let me know please... or as mil would say, 'can You return my email please?'

speaking of mil... he's a beast on the piano... i admire him so much and wish wish wish i could play like him... i feel so priviledged because he's gonna play for me at this wedding gig in april... thing is... as hard as i cise him up, he cises me up more... like, i just can't compete...

'when you drop your greatest hits cd... just let me be featured playing the triangle... i mean... i'd be honored just to do that' he says...

ridiculous... i'ma need him to realize that he's tight...

then he goes, 'wow... you must have been desperate for a pianist if you chose me... you got down to the last resort'... he's being facetious in his comments, but still... i didn't tell him i was given an oral list of potential pianists which included the dude that has the crush on me (no we haven't gone out on a 'date', chi) who is a MONSTER on the keys, but i chose mil once his name was spoken... i really think he's a beast... wish he could see it too...

oh well... spent an hour on the phone with him yesterday trying to convince him of his calling, but like i said... there's no competing...