welcome back...

wow... i really disappeared... not to be productive tho... quick update...

got over mil... it was quick and sudden and painless... and lasting... ahhhh freedom...

lost my credit card in church... was informed that it was picked up by one of the deacons...

lost my purse... found it after missing a probably really fun excursion because i didn’t have my purse...

found my purse...

still haven’t retrieved my credit card...

raised $150 for a trip this summer...

lost the $150...

wrote a song whose lyrics i will not share with you because it consists entirely of curse words...

went 3 days without sleeping so’s i could get work done...

went 3 days just sleeping... getting no work done...

apparently you need to APPLY to graduate... hmmm...

i didn’t really write that song, but i’m seriously considering...

i’m currently begging God for mercy... whatever He chooses is cool with me... but God, PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!!!

so i've come to the conclusion that something is actually really wrong with me... i've realized that i'm one of those people that's just so insanely brilliant at everything artistic, but is so ignorant with everything else that i might actually suddenly forget how to blink and breathe at the same time...

i've been wondering if God made me like this for a reason, or if there's a way to change... but in the mean time... i just need some help.