okay okay okay... maybe I’m making a big deal out of this... but...

TELL ME WHY when i was walking back to my car from my last class the other day, i started hearing this dude behind me start cursing like a mug... *he wasn’t cursing at me or anything, it just caught my attention... * so anyway, i was looking in front of me and there was a group of asians consisting of a chick and two yo-boys... so like... as i walked past them the asian dude that was cursing behind me says to them, he says... ‘what the *expletive* is up?! what y’all niggaz about to do?’

!!!?WHAT?!!!

so i felt my legs suddenly begin slowing to a halt... which was weird because i didn’t tell them to do that... and then pause briefly and then keep walking...

i assumed that this was my legs giving my brain and my tongue the opportunity to consider the various ways of how to handle this situation...

see... I’m not one of those people that’s all too fond of when Black folks call other Black folks ‘niggaz’... so you can imagine how i felt about this...

although i don’t necessarily agree with it... i can completely understand Black folks owning the horribly derogatory term in order to make it less potent in the mouths of those who would attempt to dehuminize them... but tell me... what concerning that term does a preppy asian Black-boy-wanna-be have to own?!

so in these few seconds i decided to turn around, walk up to them and ask, ‘what did you just say?!’

sike naw, i didn’t do that... but i knew i could’ve gotten away with it since it’s a known fact that yo-boys of any color are afraid of Black women with swervy necks... but i decided against it anyway since i wasn’t sure that i would be able to contain my urge to curse them out... *which RARELY happens... but you wouldn’t wanna be there for it*...

so no... i just walked to my car... i mean... am i over exaggerating? i don’t think so... and for those of you who think i am... well all y’all niggaz can............ jes playing *wink wink*