i’m worn out... what on earth is up... i think i need time to meditate... to adjust to life at this point... to process all that’s goin on and goin wrong... to plan for the future... to understand my present... to be without distraction, the on purpose and the not on purpose kind...

life is too complicated to not sit back and sort out every once in a while... otherwise it quickly turns into a mess... much like my room... too often i let it get to a point where you literally can’t see the floor... (my roommates and mother can testify)... yeah... i think tomorrow will be designated my meditation day... but probably i should clean my room first.