ghost

i've been hiding from everybody since sunday... suddenly i didn't feel like talking to or meeting with anyone... i just wanted to be alone...

so many people have called that i really want to talk to, but i can't seem to make myself answer the phone... i don't know what it is... maybe i just need solitary time...

i've also been talking a lot more to God... praying i guess you would call it... me and Him are having some issues... but i'm not mad or anything... just a little confused about where our relationship is going... about where i'm going...

i hate being confused... and i have the feeling that talking about it would only make it worse... everybody will have their opinion and then i'll just be left with 1000 more questions to mull over... and frankly, i'm not in the mood

so i do what i usually do... wrap it up inside and figure it out between me and God... in the mean time... i'm ghost...