so so sad

you know... i was just thinking how much i missed rooming with chi...

late night conversations about an endless stream of drama...
late night im-ing with all the objects of her affection...
late night dance parties in the hallway to huckabucks or junkyard band...
late night with conan obrien...

it was all wonderful...

what brought on all this nostalgia? i don't know... i mean, i love my current roomie; she's great... but she's never home when i'm home... and when she is, she's in her room... i need someone to hang with... just another body in my presence...

oh well... *sigh*

i spoke with jk the other night... about... (what else?) music... he's insanely brilliant on the keys... i'm so sure that i've said this before... because he's insanely brilliant on the keys...

i was thinking about why i've never heard of him having a girl before... he's really really sweet... sometimes girls think they don't like that, but they really do... i mean, if i were to be totally honest, he is sort of a dork... but he's a sexy dork... a sexy dork who's brilliant on the keys... girls should be all over him! shoot, guys should be all over him! either he's missing the signals or it's something else...

i'm a fairly observant person and can usually tell what's going on with folks by watching them... i've observed him around girls and there's always this weird uncomfortable vibe... i can't pinpoint quite what it is, but it's always there... sad really, cuz he's such a cool kid... when he's chill... you know... just being himself... plus... he's sexy...

so so sad...