i think i have an eating disorder

i think i have an eating disorder... no really... like when i get stressed and stay up late to study, the amounts of caffeine and sugary things that i consume is SICK... and it’s like, uncontrollable... it’s like, ‘you must eat lest your consciousness leak out of your ears like the near constant stream of water out of my apartment's bathroom tub that causes my water bill to be unecessarily high, and... *where was i?* oh yeah... and i fall asleep and don’t finish studying'... but i know it’s not true... and i’ll be sitting there, so full that my tummy sticks out so far that it looks like a giant pimple attached to my stomach area, and still pondering how much more i might be able to stuff into myself if i allow for just the right amount of digestion time, and maybe throw in some water or sumthin... i don’t know... it all ends once the semester is over... must be the stress... hence the common trend:

returning to my family from the sememster – ‘gee... you gained so much weight’
returning to school from the end of break – ‘gee... you lost a lot of weight...’

oh well, either way... at least i don’t pick my nose